Hold on and Be strong...

Life can be a wonderful thing, but it can always come back around to bite you in the ass!

I just had the best 3 weeks ever! I met someone online, we saw each other 2 days later and we kinda took off from there. He was somewhat reserved because of his past, but I didn't mind, I planned on having fun while it lasted. But my heart decided something else, apparently she doesn't know the words, take it slow! So she jumped in, let herself go and dragged me along. As I said, these were the best three weeks I've ever had, but we dived in too fast, especially me.

So when you suddenly get the text saying 'we need to talk', you know what day it is. And as soon as I read those words, all the butterflies died and dropped in my stomach. I could literally feel it! I don't have to draw a picture but I kind off broke down... That's my problem, I'm all or nothing...

So I went over to talk, and yeah, I think you can kind off guess it. It was just bad timing you know... Too soon after the previous relationship and all that. I don't blame him, not even one bit!!
Okay, true, my heart is still hurting, but we're still talking, we're still friends. And I'm happy with that! I've lost enough people as it is...

So if you go trough this, just know it does get better! I know it's cheesy, but it's true.
And talk to people, that'll help as well.

Lots of love!

The year goes fast!

Oh wow, So much has happened already and I have written nothing about it!!
So announcement time, I will write some updates, but they deserve more than one little post.

Multiple things have happened or are happening and I will write about them separately.
So hold on because the first update will be coming soon!!!!

Lots Of Love!

New year, new me.

First of all: happy new year everyone!!!! May your 2017 be magical!

So I know it's sappy with the new year, new me stuff... But I'm really going to try!
First of all, I'm battling my depression, and there is already improvement with my mental health! That's the hardest thing I'm planning on beating this year! And with all the love from my friends, it will be possible!

But you know, healthy mind, healthy body! And that's my second battle, I'm overweight, but I'm also working on it. I'm starting yoga this year, and I'm also going to work out more. I'm going to an weightconsultant and she helps a lot!

And as my third point, I got my inspiration from a post today. Ride more, worry less. I am going to ride Farah more, and also Babette is going to be trained in April.

So I am planning to make my 2017 a magical, wonderfull and hopefull year filled with love and friendship!!! I can only wish you as much!!!!

Lots of Love!