FML!

Sooooo, long time ago huh XD
Well, it's finally snowing here in Belgium xd I waited too long for this xd Still, people are going to eat snow tomorrow =D
Can't say that I'm happy... Worse thing than a guy who's in friendzone, a guy who puts HIMSELF in the friendzone -.-'' Really it's annoying... Not that I had to care because he'll be dating his ex again, byebye life/love... How can this be so messed up, that bitch stabbed him in the back, like big time!!! AAARGH!!! She doesn't deserve him! If she hurts him again I'll kill her! How can I act happy?? I don't know either... I guess it really would have been better if he didn't know about the fact that I loved him... It would be less painful I guess... Probably not...

Why does my life of all has to be such a mess?? Goddammit ruin someone else's life will you??!

Inspired By LOVE!

I forgot something, not important but I thought, let's share it with the world, or with the people who are reading this XD
So I felt "creative" after he left yesterday, and kind off inspired by the feeling I always get after seeing him, so I did my nails, which is weird for me XD But I kind off like the outcome XD

So this is it XD Believe me, it was hard xp Especially the right hand, since I'm left handed XD But the red heart turned out the most beautiful <3


Bye-Bye again xd

Some complicated shit...

Pfffft... Why does it has to be so complicated?? Why doesn't it goes like in the movies, or the books, or even the mangas... It's always rainbows and sunshine, true love, love at first sight... Okay, the love at first sight is happening, but the happy endings are a lot harder to achieve... I'm totally, hopelessly in love with him... And then he said he likes me too, a lot, but he can't make me happy he said... HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN... When will he get it... Maybe after I'll say it to him XD Oh wait, I'm planning on doing so xD I actually don't know what to do, since he's my first love and even my first kiss o.O No, no details xp
Not that you would want those o.O xp xp

Anyhow... Enough about that one, or I'll go ballistic for sure xp No, I'm just freakishly nervous... XD

Haven't been to Farah since it became 2013, I'll go tomorrow =) I'm writing her journal down in a little note book, but maybe I'll type it out once a month or so... I'll be studying harder starting this year so...

Anyhows... XD that's it, no further inspiration xp

Bye-Bye peepz XD