Bunch of Crap XD

So, long time ago :)
Well, we have winterbreak like most of the people I guess XD
New post and I have no idea what to write about XD Two 'friends' said that they wanted a new post so here it is XD It'll be shitty as hell but hey =D

Start with the begining I guess... My exams weren't really good... So I guess I'll start learning from now on, learning hard I mean xp
Christmas was kinda boring xs it's just because we stay at home and we're not like best friends with each other XD
My brother finished his first training at the army, now he can start his navy training XD I'm kinda proud of him xp
First week is almost over, and I'll be going to my mom again so I'm gonna do a lot of homework and stuff like that -.-''
I've been to Farah xp Finally, I missed her so much!! <3 I've riden bareback and we did weird stuff, she's almost like a puppy, she follows me everywhere xp it's so cute!! <3 <3
I miss my best friend so much!!! She's gone snowboarding but I miss her :(
Altough she's back this weekend, so we'll meet up and do nut things xp like we always do xp

So I just watched Buck, a documentary of Buck Branaman the horse whisperer. It was awsome! Just fom watching it I learned a bunch of new things xp altough his way of doing things looks a little agressive... That's my opinion though, I do everything with a lot of love when I work with Farah because she used to be abused when she was younger... I can do all those things with her now because I treat her with so much love, but I also draw lines, she knows what is possible and what not. And that's how it should be :) :) There was a time when she wanted to attack me, but not anymore, she learned and so did I  =D

That's all for now XD
Bye-Bye peeps <3

BORED!

Omg, I'm so bored... And there are 2 more weeks vacation waiting xp that'll be fun XD
I wanna watch a movie, but I've seen all the new movies I wanted to see... =(
I'm even so bored that I want to pick a fight with that special someone that used to be my friend =)
But I promised someone not to do it so... Bye fun -.-''

Anyhow, gonna go, bye-bye =)

SECOND CHANCE AFTER ALL!

Well, I panicked too early =) nothing is ruined, everything is perfect =)
It's mostly because of my 'I panic way too soon and I jump to conclusions' attitude that I think something is wrong =) But everything is fine, even perfect =)

Well, 2 more exams to go, so wish me luck XD

Bye-Bye peepz =D

Bladiebla, no inspiration... =D

Yeah, I think it's obvious I'm bored XD
Actually I'm waiting for a text or something for already 20hours??
It's logical that I'm going nuts... Pfffft

Well, I miss Farah...
I can't see her in the week because it are exams...
I'll see her this weekend and then the entire week, and then the entire vacation =)
So no probs anymore =)

Bye-Bye'z

Second chance???...

I think I might take the "advice" I wrote yesterday... No really, I think I should... But the thing is, I never listen to myself, I don't even listen to others who say: It'll be fine.
No, it won't be... I screwed up, big time... I don't think there'll be a second chance...
No, definitely not...
Well, I'll be depressed on my own then =S
I won't bother you with it =)

Bye-Bye

Life, Love, Everything

You know, if people knock you down, you have to get back up...
It's not a given choice to give up, not in the real world...
Life is easy to beat at times, sometimes it's harder, there are no cheat-codes, but there are second changes.
They're called tomorrow =) Enjoy them, treasure them, they won't always be there...
Sometimes there are no second changes, I know, been there, done that...
It's hard to fine the right time for something... Sometimes it already passed, and it won't ever come back...

But this quote makes it all good, Penny Chenery in the movie Secretariat: This is not about going back. This is about life being ahead of you and you run at it! Because you never know how far you can run unless you run.

Love it, understand it, accept it =) <3

Bye-bye =D

No rational idea for a title XD

I have like totally no idea if anyone else thinks this =P
Everyone is like, omg the world is going to end, no way!!
And I'm like: Nah, never going to happen xp
I'm quite the optimist here xp xp

Well that's it xp At least for now xp It's like 11 PM over here XD

Night Night xx <3

Exams -.-"

Oh boy, oh boy,
I have exams xs xp I just had biology and physics, tomorrow I have english... quite easy actually, I've had worse XD
I'm only terrible at learning XD or getting enough sleep...
I'm f**king tired! xp
Well, I'll let you know if it went well, and if I pass =)

Bye-Bye peeps <3 =)

btw: I have no idea why I'm happy xp

OMG XD

Hi peeps,
Omg, I noticed that actually quite some people read this sh*t o.O  Damn...
This can't be possible xp one bad thing though, friends from school read this too...
That's kinda awkward... But hey, that's life, certainly for a teenager XD
I don't have a lot to report xp only that saturday I rode Farah out in the rain, bareback, in mud and water and it was agos ago I rode... But it was amazing!!! I think this is one of the best rides in my life!!!
I love her so much!! <3 <3

Bye peeps, going to do some homework XD

Pretty much my hobby in class

Hi there,
So this post above is pretty much what I do in some classes XD
You'd do it too if you had some of my teachers xp
Or sometimes I'm so dellusional that I actually hear horses nickering or hooves, Am I the only one? Then I might need a doctor XD probably not but hey =D

Last thing xp
Starting 2013(yes I'll survive 2012, I have to xp) I'm starting a horse-diary. I'll write down everything I did with my horse that day. Maybe I'll do it also in here, I'll leave the weird details out XD

Bye-bye peeps =)

Backstabbers...

Hi people,
I'm in an awfull mood... Yesterday two of my "friends" were picking a fight with me and were blackmouthing my best friend/crush... I don't know who to believe... I want to ask him about it but first of all, he seems to be ignoring me... =(
And second of all, how can I ask him this kind of stuff... He'll get mad for sure...
I'm losing it right now, getting depressed like hell...
Thanks a lot, former BFF's   -.-"

'Till next time, maybe a happier post then...

No idea what to say...

Hi, again an update =P that you guys can read this stuff XD
Well, for starters, I'm making homework, in advance! o.O never happened before.
We have a writing assignment for english, due next week. But it's almost finished. I started writing and I couldn't stop. XD
I have way to much fantasy and inspiration =P
Okay, my computer went crazy there for a sec... Kinda normal actually...
I think that's it for today sorry =)

'Till next time =)

Confused and annoyed...

Hey world =D
I'm so freakin' bored I just ramdomly open all my favorite sites, including this one =P
Well so I'll trust you guys with a little secret, I'm in love, as in big time...
First time that I'm actually in love with someone, wich is weird 'cause I'm 16....
But he was the best friend of my best friend, I met him once and it was love at first sight.
We text like all the time, but he works so sometimes he can't answer.
But I worry like hell about him, it's depressing...
I think about him 24/7, that's totally annoying, and my best friend(an other best friend) is like: so cute you're totally in love, you have to tell him.
But I'm afraid to tell him... 'Cause I don't want to lose him as a friend... It's so confusing... =(

Anywho's enough about him <3
About FARAH!! <3

She was totally cute today(as always), I was lunging her and she was jumping a little bit, to buck and to do weird stuff, but because she was on the lunge she stopped...
So I turned her loose and their so went XD She was so cute!!! She was bucking like a crazy rodeo horse =D but it was so cute <3 <3
At some point she stopped in the midlle of the arena, looked at me, and trotted to me at high speed, that was adorable <3

So that was my "little" update (= 'Till next time

BTW: Chatting with my crush, again =P
BTW2: link to a video where Farah does the rodeo run XD http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SJoAGN4PnFY&list=UUfBiNxCwzAbkb02d37JKn8g&index=11&feature=plcp

I'm back to the living!

Sort of  (=  I know, long time ago, sometimes it actually feels like I'm just talking to my computer xp
Let's see, I passed  my fourth year and now I'm doing my fifth... Trying at least... It ain't going so well...
But that's all because I detest learning xp not so good huh? xp

Well, I'm mega naruto fan, the anime and the manga! Also a loud of other manga's xp pure addiction.
I also draw a lot of manga and anime, and horses, duhu xp
These three are ones I like the most =) I'm not posting them all, I'd be busy for hours xp
Well, bye for now, see ya in a few =D

Hey world =D

Hey everyone =D long time ago ^^ not that anyone actually reads this XD anyhow, not much going on lately... Almost exams for me =) I hope I get good grades =D it's finally getting warm here in belgium =D lalala no inspiration =D I'm not sure anymore what I want to do for a job later =S but anyhow I'm going to "study" XD BYEBYE  XD XD XX

Last week =D

Hi everyone, last week I couldn't make a new post because I was in England with school =D We went to Oxford for the entire week =D It was awsome ^^ We left school at monday 16-4 at 6 am(!!!!) way to early but hey ^^ and we came back on friday at 9.30pm o.O way to late XD I know I'm terrible xp I bought presents for my entire family xp and my sister loved hers, presents from 1D she's a huge fan XD

My Best Friend Ever!!

Hi eveyone =D second post ^^ I finally finished my bag so I can leave on monday towards England =D But I really am going to miss my Best Friend EVER!!! Farah, we first got her when she was just 18 months old. But because she lived with other, older horses she almost never had any food on the pasture. And then she got kind of sick... Then we moved and she lived with the horses of a riding school =D But the water was full of oil and the pasture was all mud... She almost died of a terrible colic, a sandcolic...That same weak 2 horses died... And Farah almost died too... Because of this incident we moved her again... By the way, she was already 2 and a half or so =D We moved her to a pasture and every day I went to feed her and giving her medicins. She got better really quick and a while later we send her to a riding school to break her, I know it sounds weird :p She was trained western =) after 3 months or so we moved her again, we boarded her in a barn where they all did showjumping =D I always helped there and Farah loved it there. We had our bad times, like the bucking period and the rearing period. But now it's all fine =) She has moved twice already and stays at a riding school again XD she's turning 6 in may =) and she a real goof =D =D I love her with all my heart and hope she'll live really long!!! Bye, untill next time xx 

Hi!!!

Hi everyone =D welcome to my blog. First of all I would like to say this is my very first blog EVER =D so don't judge me to hard. Second, I'd like to introduce myself. I'm Els, I'm fifteen years old and I love horses!!! Espacially mine: Farah.She is almost 6 years old and she is a crossbreed of: Quarter Horse, Palomino, Haflinger and Mustang =D I've been riding since I was 4, so if you can count :p I ride western, but I also know how to jump or do dressage. When I grow up I want to be a veterinarian. I'd really love to help animals =D My other interests are:drawing, reading, being NOT normal and other stuff XD anyhow it's late over here and I have to pack my bags tommorow. Maybe untill next time!! xx